I'm pissed, and I'm going to show them how pissed I am once we get them the hell out of there, yo.
[ Curling his other hand into a tight fist, his knuckles are going white. Stopping to turn towards him to bump his forehead against his. Breathing out a shuddering breath. ]
[Ren bumps back, and reaches out to take Nine's fist, urging it open]
...I know, logically, they're not the people I know. But they are. They act the same, sound the same. When I saw Iwai-san I... I wanted to throw up. I still kinda do.
[ It's slow, but he does relent. Opening his hand for Ren as he breathes out again. He really wants to hit or bite something. It's frustrating as hell being stuck here like this.
Though at Ren's words, some of it just simmers down a bit. Moving his head to nuzzle against the side of his face. ]
Yeah, you still care for them. You know Ichigo is going to do his best to get them another chance.
[ Even if Ichigo is an asshole who doesn't tell his nakama shit, Nine still has faith in him. ]
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Date: 2018-12-21 01:20 am (UTC)I'm pissed, and I'm going to show them how pissed I am once we get them the hell out of there, yo.
[ Curling his other hand into a tight fist, his knuckles are going white. Stopping to turn towards him to bump his forehead against his. Breathing out a shuddering breath. ]
What about you?
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Date: 2018-12-22 08:59 am (UTC)...I know, logically, they're not the people I know. But they are. They act the same, sound the same. When I saw Iwai-san I... I wanted to throw up. I still kinda do.
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Date: 2018-12-23 04:06 am (UTC)Though at Ren's words, some of it just simmers down a bit. Moving his head to nuzzle against the side of his face. ]
Yeah, you still care for them. You know Ichigo is going to do his best to get them another chance.
[ Even if Ichigo is an asshole who doesn't tell his nakama shit, Nine still has faith in him. ]
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Date: 2018-12-30 03:27 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2018-12-30 03:39 am (UTC)[ Huffing a breath against his neck.
Also yeah. Ghosts seem better than rock zombies. ]
Hey, did you want to talk about them? Your friends?
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Date: 2019-01-15 07:30 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2019-01-15 08:51 am (UTC)Yeah, I know. But it's still hitting you, too. Maybe talking about them- your version of them, will help?