[Back to staring down the gulf. So certain that there's some kind of difference between what he did and what everyone else has done, without any evidence to back that up, and wondering in a lucid moment - maybe it's just a trick he's playing on himself? If there's anything truly different about what he'd be capable of, if he lost control in the wrong place at the wrong time - how terrible would it have to be to overshadow what Emmet, or Ingo, or Akira already have done?]
Ah, it - mm. [Yeah.] It's - that's just how it is. Isn't it.
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Ah, it - mm. [Yeah.] It's - that's just how it is. Isn't it.